Up up and away! Before gravity hits you again....

Life has been pretty good nowadays. Making some money from network marketing (though not as much as I expected), got into INSTEP (UK!!! Woot!), and finally getting over her. Yes! I finally got over her! haha. How do I know? Well I saw her making out with this guy in a club and I didn't feel jealous or anything. Glad that I'm finally over her! Yes!

Well, since so many things have been looking good for me, naturally I was happy. Felt so so happy after getting the news that I was accepted to Hertfordshire Uni. London baby! London! haha

But I have been feeling a bit gloomy these few days. I've recently started liking this girl, whom I got to know through her. Starting to fall for her but I'm scared. After all the past experiences that I've been through, I'm afraid that I'll be hurt again. Sounds pretty gay but yeah that's what I'm going through now. Saw her making out with this guy in a club but she said that it didn't mean anything and didn't like him. Don't know if that's the truth, after all we're not that close yet.

I'm so confused now and don't know what to do. Should I go after her? But I have a strong feeling that I'll be rejected if I go after her.... Sigh....

Oh and I'm getting addicted to smoking.... Damn that death stick.....